Life is so long and so short, with so many regrets and so many sufferings. In this life, ups and downs will never be absent.
I love each other and don't want to leave, but this time I stubbornly want to "screw" myself. Some people say that I was really hurt by you. Some people say that the heat is not enough, but for me, I can only sigh, but there is a lot of time. After many years, I still can't see clearly, as if a ray of joy was extracted from the gloom and gloom, which actually allowed her to have such a period of time together with him, which was enough for him to miss, feel guilty, and regret for the rest of his life.
The original story was very cruel, but I couldn't write it with such entanglement. It deviated from the original mood from the beginning, so so be it.