Originally, I thought that in this world, I could get something by doing it in the furnace, but in the end I realized that God did not fulfill my wishes, and some things were doomed from the beginning.
It's like there's a river between us. We'll always be on both sides of the river, never to be together for the rest of our lives.
This is what I did wrong, there is no room for redemption
Don't read here, because I don't even know what I will write