I had a dream, a dream of staying together until death.
Then, there is no death side by side, at the node of the dream.
Dreams are really a subtle biochemical reaction. They are more like a special lens through which you can see the truest, cruelest and kindest version of yourself. It uncovers all illusions and reveals the truth you long for but don't want to face.
But why are there always people like this who are willing to indulge in this cheap illusion even though they know it is fake.
Maybe it's because someone said that it's not easy to have a good dream. Or maybe they are reluctant to let go of the reality that they don't even have the illusion of self-comfort.
So there are always people who are overly greedy.
There are always people who don't want to wake up.
Write before everything else:
This is not just a story. Many nights, I turned off the lights in the room and held my little broken notebook. I pressed the keyboard amidst the sound of the second hand on the wall and carefully wrote down the thoughts I had already conceived. That was their story that I had already planned. Initially, it was just a short-lived idea of inspiration. Those living in my consciousness, as well as the understanding and memory from infinite horror, automatically and spontaneously helped me outline the outline, weaving flesh, nerves and soul into this story until it started to beat, breathe, and grow.
They are real, they are breathing, heartbeating, sad and sad, the love after life and death, the pain covered by happiness, the indescribable emotions and ties between each other, all live in my heart. I am a slow-tongued person, and the words I write are jerky and awkward. But even so, I hope I can convey this feeling to you who are reading this article.
What is obvious is that when a person writes an article, he will easily bring his own subjective factors, his own experience and profile, and things that should not appear in them. Including reading other articles, I will also be touched by the emotions I write. That kind of thing is called borrowing at best, and plagiarism at worst. Whether it was accidental or intentional, I had to prune them all!
I hope that I can dedicate the most authentic version of them to you who like this article.
To paraphrase Master Spider, when I write a book, what I want to write about is an emotion, an idea that attempts to force tears out of myself. A bond that Zheng Zha and Chu Xuan should have.
I know that Infinite Horror has been over for 4 years now, and the so-called Infinite Future in 2017 is far away. There are really very few people who can persist in the Infinite circle until now, and it is Zheng Chu. Most of such existences are also newcomers. Because I have had an experience, I am mentally prepared that not many people will read it, and will continue to write unless I die unexpectedly.
I have been very busy reviewing my senior year of high school recently. I think everyone knows what the senior year of high school is like. On average, it will be updated every holiday and winter vacation. But after the second semester of my senior year of high school, I'm afraid I won't be able to help. I will go on vacation with my gay friends in the summer of 2013, but I guarantee it will be a blast! Although there are probably not many people following the article...
But even so, if this story called "Redemption" can touch you even slightly after reading it, this will be the greatest affirmation for me.
Thanks.