I have thought about it seriously. If I didn't know you and fall in love with you, my life would still be so ordinary. There is no lingering thoughts or ecstatic happiness. There will be no final unforgettable sadness.
If I hadn't met you at the beginning, my photo album wouldn't be full of your photos. I won't copy your text messages into my notebook one by one. I won't record every phone call you make and store it on my phone. I don't need to know the relationship index between Cancer and Libra. I won't train my stomach to eat your favorite apples, bananas and tomatoes. I'm also not going to watch Ba Jin, which you love so much but I hate so much. I won't shed tears in sadness. Maybe I am still a person who has nothing to do with love. A carefree person who giggles all day long.
Since you are like this now. Then why did you do that in the first place? This pain was given to me by you. But I couldn't bear to throw it away. Because of our love. All you gave me was pain. If you lose it, you will be completely lost. . .