I want to use a poem to express the theme of this story. I really like this poem. As for whether the future development of the story will be related to the meaning contained in this poem, I cannot guarantee, but for now, it is!
I want to express my most affectionate words to you, but I am timid and afraid of your ridicule.
So I laugh at myself and break my secrets in laughter
I brushed off my pain because I was afraid you would do the same
I want to tell you my most sincere words, but I am timid and afraid that you will doubt me.
So the lies come true, and the words are contrary to my thoughts.
I describe my pain as ridiculous because I'm afraid you'll do the same
I want to use the most precious words to describe you, but I am timid and worried that I will not be able to reap the corresponding rewards.
So I gave you mean names to show off my toughness.
I hurt you because I'm afraid you will never understand my pain
I long to sit quietly next to you, but I am timid and afraid that my lips will reveal my heart.
So I talked easily and hid my sincerity between the lines.
I treat my pain roughly because I'm afraid you'll do the same
I long to stay away from you, I am timid, afraid that you will see my weakness
Because I pretended to be relaxed and walked up to you
The constant stimulation from your eyes keeps my pain fresh
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