Brother, I have lived a pretty good life since I left you.
I have a stable job, maybe you don't like it that much; I found a boyfriend that I can rely on, maybe he's not as capable as you; I'm trying to fall in love with someone again, maybe I haven't forgotten you yet.
Brother, if there is an afterlife, let me protect you. Let me bear all the sorrow, let me face those unbearable people, let me bear the twisted love. Let you meet a wonderful family, a girl who loves you and you love him, and a happy marriage.
Brother, after leaving you, I finally grew up.