Although I fantasize about being able to do it again almost every day, I also know that this is just an unrealistic dream. But when rebirth really came, I was not as happy as I imagined. I hoped that I was still in a dream, because I still have a career to complete here. Whether I died or what happened, the mother there would be very sad. The white-haired people will send the black-haired people. The work under me has not had time to report to the superiors. What should I do with my responsibilities? This will hurt others. But things have become like this. Even if I worry to death, nothing will change. Don't calculate what will happen in the future, work hard now, this is what my mother often said to me. You can only do what you are doing right in front of you, so →→Sister Nima now needs help from others even to stand up!