I don't know why I thought of writing this, but I feel that if I don't write, I will regret it for the rest of my life. I don't write for others, I only write for myself. That is what I have fantasized about countless times in my heart, but it will not be what I really live in. That is the perfect girl in my fantasy, beautiful and happy. But on the way to growth, there are setbacks and difficulties that urge me to grow up.