Death of Jianhan

I have always wondered if there is a kind of emotion in this world that has nothing to do with life and death, regardless of joy or sorrow... But actually, I don't know. So I told a long story, maybe just to comfort myself; of course, it also comforts the people who read this story. This is a very sad story, but please don't be sad. For the people in the story, this is also a good ending... Intention: