She is a beautiful grassroots girl. Living in a violent family, enduring all kinds of abuse from his father. She watched helplessly as her mother became someone else's mistress, but she was helpless. In her lonely inner world, she never settles for being ordinary. She stubbornly believed that she could never trust men, as God would play tricks on people, but she couldn't help but fall into an online love affair. She wandered, struggled, suffered, and finally died because of this man's lack of firmness. Then she met a man whom everyone recognized as a good man, and she thought she would spend her life with him so plainly. But she didn't want to meet her "first love" again just because she was further studying. Where should this missed relationship go, and how should she choose.