This is a novel adapted from my personal experience. I was born in 1985, grew up in a rural area, and came to the city to study. Because I like psychology, the original intention of writing this book was to show the growth and ups and downs of a soul in detail. In addition, my greatest characteristic is the body of a man and the heart of a woman, which is what makes this story special.
In addition to being true, the biggest feature of this book is that it contains a lot of philosophical thinking and summaries. Although it is naive, it is absolutely sincere. The first volume is a simple introduction, and then each volume is about my growth process, before entering school, elementary school, middle school, and university. In addition to some thoughts at the time, the main line of this book is my personal emotional journey, recording several youthful emotions. The second and third volumes will be a little boring, but I feel like I can't give them up. The novel looks like a gay novel, but it more shows the desire and struggle of a young man living on the margins of society, as well as the persistence and loss of dreams.