Dad:
You have been gone for a long time, when will you come back? Can I go find you? Do you see me angry or happy? Will you miss me? Do you still remember the gift you promised me?
Living is painful. There are often people in the hospital who are so painful that they would rather die. I was also sick, that person left me, and I was in so much pain that I really wanted to die. But no, I can't go to you yet. You would be angry if you gave up your life. I was very angry when you left my mother and me. Do you ever regret leaving us so early?
The patients in the hospital will heal as time goes by, and the pain in my heart will also be taken away by time. As long as you try your best to survive, everything will be fine! Then, I will find someone who loves me very much and who I love very much to spend the rest of my life. So, you must help me find that person. In that case, I will forgive you for leaving me and my mother so early.
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