I deleted all those records and words, and cried completely at the same time.
I am weak and not strong enough. I'm stupid and not smart enough.
I once said that I would believe you again, but I never expected that my belief would end up being such a ridiculous farce.
They told me I couldn't go back. That's it.
I clenched my last obsession and wanted to get what I had always believed in regardless of my own life.
The human heart is the most untrustworthy, and promises are just a piece of paper. As Lao Ban said, if I believe someone else's promise, I am indeed too naive.
He asked me why I told others about our breakup and why I wrote it in my diary.
I think it's ridiculous.
Why not let others know? I used to be so vigorous, I used to want nothing for him.
Someone once told me that after seeing me and him, he believed in love again.
I knew it was a joke, but I listened. Now I don't even believe in love. The love I hold on to alone is much more fragile than you think.
Finally, someone he knew told me that he was also very sad. Maybe he just wanted to save face, but he still loved me.
I asked him with my last hope.
The result was just as I thought, it was just hurting myself again.
I no longer dare to stay in the class group because I'm afraid I haven't deleted it thoroughly enough.
I would endure my heartache and tell him, would you like to come back?
It's best to leave nothing behind. Only by completely forgetting can you be reborn.