After a long time, I asked myself if I would do it again if I could do it again. This is an eternal question that is no longer new to many people and many stories. I envy those who say "yes," but I know that if I could choose again, my answer would be "no." Because I am Xiaozhu, I am Fang Xiaozhu who only wants a happy and perfect life without trouble and waves, and is intoxicated in the sweet fairy tales of princes and princesses. I am not her.
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The farthest distance in the world is not life and death, but that I am clearly standing in front of you alive, but you are hoping that I will die soon.