Many times, Ji Shinian often wonders: If she had been braver and chosen the man who could love her and give her happiness, would she be happier now? Could she no longer think of the poison that she couldn't forget but couldn't quit, but lost long ago. She thought she had transcended, she thought that after leaving him, she might just be in pain, but time is not a good antidote, and she would be able to forget him in the world after a few years. But she overestimated herself. The night after he left him, she could only rely on sleeping pills to fall asleep, and then recalled him in tiny dreams. It had been a long time since she had seen him. She stubbornly left him at the beginning, thinking it was only painful, but she could forget it in the end.