Love that is full of wounds is what you endure in pain in the eyes of those who can never get you. But they can never understand that my love for you is so strong that it often causes me heart-breaking pain.
Those joys that are deeply imprinted in my memory will become my thoughts that will support me in the future without you, and they will at least be the reason that allows me to live.
So, if you still love me, please don't look back. What fell to the ground was not the smile you and I had, but my dirty and broken heart. No more, nothing left. The once-living, jumping, screaming creature in my chest has left. Now it is empty. There is nothing left!