When I was a child, I always thought that my dreams would come true when I grew up. Who knew that when I grew up, my dreams would not come true, and I would become less like myself. Even finding a job is so difficult. The most difficult thing is not finding a job, but the most difficult thing is that my illness has not been cured, and now I am half male and half female. What should I do? If I can't get married in the future, will I have to be an old aunt for the rest of my life? I don't have good looks, a good figure, short and dark skin, who would fall in love with me? Even if I find someone who likes me, will he mind that I am half boy and half girl? Would he mind if I couldn't have a baby? I don't think there is any man in the world who will like me. This is my miserable life. This story has no ending. It is a true story, believe it or not!