Conch (me) had an unusual childhood, and she was strong in her personal life.
In love, Conch was searching hard, but later she still put herself in the waiting position, and finally she succeeded. What we see will be a happy ending. I'm not trying to put her on the line of perfection. But I think life is always sad for the strong, especially women.
I tried to find a special way to express it, but I am weak after all. So I wrote about Conch's various understandings and inner anguish as a college girl.
The world we live in is complex, and we have no way to change it. What we can change is our own heart.
What I write is just a feeling. Perhaps these are the best expressions of my college life. Those joyful, happy, sad or crying skies continue...