God testifies that I am a well-behaved girl. When everyone sees me, they will say, "What a polite and good boy" and "Mom and dad will be so worry-free when you are here." At only 13 years old, I am already tired of hearing this. At school, where I can better hide myself, everyone thinks that I am a really good girl and a good classmate. When you go home, as long as you wait quietly for a while, your phone is guaranteed to be filled with calls, "Oh! I can't solve this question..." All the boring questions have started again.
I hate living here. This is a fact that I am very happy about. I can put pressure on myself and escape. If I live with my true thoughts, then... Will anyone care about me? Haha
————Excerpted from "Deep Sea" by Luo Zi