Long Song

Abagmasu - meaning "our most precious flower" Silvia - meaning "Girl from the Forest" It's a name no one will ever call again. Flowers that have lost their homeland cannot go back, but they cannot leave. "Then let me call you Ajin." He touched my head. His eyes were as clear and light as the autumn moon on a curling kettle, and his smile was as clear as the light, wind and moonlight. A single smile, even in the morning, would not be as radiant as the one in the morning. "... It turns out that the name he chose means beautiful jade..." "It's a pity that I didn't find out until a long time later." "It would have been better if I had asked him directly then." The year I transformed, I was just a beautiful little flower that had not yet bloomed. Even if he has a human form, he still can't change his crazy nature. Although I was hidden in his arms when I was just a seed, following him all over the world, and accompanying him every day since I became conscious, I am still a minor child after all. Even if I can feel his joys and worries, I still don't know why he is happy or worried. I just felt that his smile was really beautiful, but I had no intention of paying attention to anything else. In other words, just by looking at it, my soul was absorbed and I was unable to think about anything else. Because he once said that I was born very beautiful, but because of the silly look on my face when I smiled, I laughed and laughed all day long, making people feel bright and unable to tell whether I was beautiful or not, wasting this God-given exquisite appearance. So I remembered that I was stupid, but I forgot what he said, "very beautiful." So be it, I can't blame others, it's just that I'm too timid. But when I thought about it again one day, I realized that the cause of the bad fate had already been laid. I couldn't help but sigh, it was too late. In my memory, I can only remember the turn of his eyes, which seemed to have thousands of twinkles, and the smile on his lips, which was so charming that I will never forget it throughout my life. "Ajin, Ajin, I would rather you never know lovesickness in your life." Maybe he understands from the bottom of his heart, but I don't know why he keeps letting me not understand. Maybe he had thought that one day, when everything was over, he would take me wandering around the world like before, just like when we first met. But if there is no such day, then he would rather that I would never understand, never understand lovesickness, the taste of love, sadness and pain, and would always be just a happy little Ajin. But, he doesn't know that I am finally sad. Only if you don't miss lovesickness in your life will you miss lovesickness, which will harm lovesickness. "... I have seen many, many pairs of lovers. When they fall in love, they are in perfect harmony with each other. Love is time-limited, and it is too strong and will pass away. If the love wears off, those lovers will treat each other like old shoes. So, I have thought that if I can't learn to love each other in my life, then it will be very good. At least... At least I won't have to experience the pain of all the poisons in my heart. It's just that I forgot that what I thought was different from the reality. What I thought was very good. But when one day I really learned to miss lovesickness, I found that even the pain of bone-gnawing is still very satisfying. The scene of blooming flowers in the south of the Yangtze River and the appearance of the young man from Wuling wearing bright clothes and angry horses are all very good, but I just don't like them, so no matter how beautiful they are, they are useless. " However, even this is fine, I already have a feeling that will never go away. So, even if that person is no longer there, has disappeared, and there is no trace of him in the world, but at least, there is still this feeling that reminds me that he was once here. In this way, I have the courage to continue waiting. "It's just that until we meet again... You must be lonely." "Then let me accompany you this time." Buddha said: From love comes sorrow, from love comes fear. If you are separated from love, there will be no worry and no fear. I stay away from all worries and fears, leaving my love and hate to accompany you. "Like the orchid of grass, like the jade of jade, the bandits call it Xundiao, which makes it so fragrant." ——"The Edict of Master Zhu Daosheng of Longguang Temple" The heroine of this article is a flower, and her real body is a poppy. Her family name is Abugemasu. Because it was originally a seed, she was adopted by many people (embarrassing). Yuji, Ayu, Ajin, and Silvia were all named by others.