When I wrote this story, I didn't know what the outcome would be for him and me. The pain of secret love had suppressed me for too long. No one could tell me. For the sake of ridiculous self-esteem, I did not allow others to comfort or ridicule. I could only bear it by myself. I could only taste happiness or sadness by myself. However, no matter how strong I am, I hope that someone can understand me and the love I insist on, so I wrote this article. No matter what the ending is with him, I will not resent him, because he gave me the feeling of love and made my life magnificent.