I started writing this article on my birthday in 2004, in order to commemorate the passing rainy season and bid farewell to my immature self. The most important thing is that I have decided that when you become an adult, you can no longer dream. Leave all your innocence at the age of 17.
I was still a senior in high school at that time, and I had to squeeze out the time to write every paragraph. I had lost most of my agility at that time. Even so, I still picked up the pen, no matter what, I wanted to leave a mark on my youth.
The person I am typing now is no longer the person I was when I wrote the article. When I look at the manuscript, I always feel like I need to change it here or delete it there, but I don't do anything. I just want to show my 17-year-old self. (The original manuscript has no results. If there are any results in this article, it will be done by me at the age of 19.)
This article was written during the most depressing period of my life, so please don't expect to see much sunshine; this article was written at the age of 17, so please don't have high expectations for the writing technique; it takes a lot of courage to present this article, so please don't be too sharp when making suggestions, because the person who wrote every word was still underage at the time...
If you understand the background and promise not to harm me maliciously, then please turn to the next page!