I went from being a rebellious little girl, to dropping out of school and working in a factory, to being a hotel waiter, to being a bartender by accident due to a friend I made, to doing marketing at a nightclub, and then to working as a white-collar worker and becoming the backbone of the company. In addition to the diploma I still graduated from junior high school, I have gained a lot, and I live a life that is clearer than my peers, so I cherish my current happiness even more. My husband is much more educated than me and he knows my past but he forgives me one by one. In the days to come, I am willing to abide by women's ethics, do good deeds and accumulate virtue, and try my best to make up for my youthful ignorance.
After all these years, what I have realized most deeply is: Girls, you must protect yourself. Be self-reliant! Don't complicit in the dark side of society. Women, take care of your children and educate your children! It's not just about feeding and clothing her to go to school.
I am a corrupt woman who used my youthful mind and body to pay the price step by step for my youthful rebellion. All my intelligence and cleverness were not used properly. Only when years and men passed by me one by one did I understand the meaning of ordinary life. I have recounted the sufferings of the past for everyone's amusement. Even if there is something wrong, I hope you will show mercy. I now have my own normal life, and this period will forever bury the past.