"I must be crazy"
□□ mechanically maintained a dull look on his face, standing at a white zebra crossing and staring blankly at the beating red numbers on the opposite side until his eyes became sour before he lowered his gaze and tried to measure whether the standard spacing between the white lines on the road was really the same length.
He didn't dare to guess what Xie Qian's expression was when he heard the news, and he didn't want to think about what would greet him. He kept thinking about Xie Qian's rare tenderness last night, and the hot temperature seemed to still remain in his body, burning him.
"Peipei, you have to wait obediently until I come back."
When he reported Xie Qian's action plan for the next week to Qi Qi in detail, it was not as smooth as he originally thought it meant the end of everything. My heart hurts like a sharp knife, and even now the suffocation feeling coming from my chest is still like drowning, and I need to take a deep breath to relieve the depression. When he was angrily pushed down on the cold glass table by Qi Qi, he kept telling himself that this was the end.
"Qi Qi, this is the last time. From now on, I will no longer know you.
Facing his former lover, there was no sadness but determination. For a moment, he seemed to feel the taste of freedom in every pore. He even wanted to throw himself into Xie Qian's arms and tell him everything in person, even if he already knew it, there would be no recovery.
He didn't say that he already knew that he was already a pawn when they met at the age of seven, he didn't say that he already knew that he was not the only one, and he didn't say that he had always truly believed that there would be a future.
Just now, he cut off the past and destroyed the future.