"Idiot, it took me so long to realize that I love you. I will punish you to love me for the rest of your life."
"Isn't it particularly hard for Yichen to fall in love with me?"
"I have protected you for 18 years and loved you for 10 years. I don't know what value my life has besides loving you."
"But, you are really carefree..."
"Stupid"
"Yichen, let me love you for the rest of the time, okay?"
Idiot, do you know me? I'm just giving you time, giving you time to discover how you feel about me, giving you time to learn to love. With you in this life, I will die without regrets. . . .