Love and not love are actually only one step away. . . I know clearly that my love is gone and will never be found again. I know clearly that he will never change for me again, but I still pay for it quietly and grieve. . . The longing and longing for love, the gratitude to God, all turned into ashes the moment you said you were leaving. . . Looking at your originally clear face, you are getting further and further away from me. . . I experienced heartache for the first time. . . Experience heartache again. . . Experience again. . . It continues. . .
————The pain that invades my bones makes me fearless~~~~