Pawn Shop No. 8 (Golden Branch Desire + Pawn Shop Part 4)
第8号当铺(金枝欲孽+当铺第四部)
by Mosquito Farts Are the Smelliest (蚊子的屁最臭)
- Status
- Ongoing
- Length
- 72k Words
- Genre
- Romance
- Era
- Modern Era
- Updated
- 10y ago
- Source
- JJWXC
Stats
Tags
- ThemeEastern Fanfiction
- POVFemale Lead
- Age13+
- Serious Drama
Synopsis
Some people don't love her anymore, but they can't love her anymore; some people know they can't love her anymore, but they still want to bury her deep in their hearts forever... In Pawn Shop No. 8, Love is the most precious pawn. What a lengthy series. Time spans from ancient times to the present. It is so long that even the spectators feel as if they have experienced it personally for centuries. He loved her at first and devoted himself to her vigorously. However, as time passed, he found a new love, which was full of ups and downs and remained true to it until death. Originally, he gave up on love and chose to be empty forever. However, because of the eternal emptiness, he tried every possible means to plan another love, even to the point of inhumanity. It is said that time can witness everything, and it is true. People can never stand the test. And everyone understands the change of men. I tried to weigh the two mediums mentioned: heaven and the purgatory represented by the pawn shop. Heaven, it turns out, is not that beautiful. The people there are humble, numb, have no self, no position, love everything, and love nothing. The most terrible thing is that it is not fair at all - no matter how much they pay, the rewards are equal. Pawnshops are different. The people there are flesh and blood, love and hate, live wonderfully and die happily. They can pawn everything they value least on their own, and rationally redistribute resources. It is a collection of all aspects of human nature. Moreover, there are always gains and losses, no one is exception. Now you know why making a deal with the devil is more attractive? Because what is exchanged there are all kinds of strange desires in the world, tailor-made for you. As for heaven, it only promises you a unified standard of happiness. I thought about how people prove their existence. It shouldn't be calm or refined. It's all the love, hate and sorrow - tortured over and over again, sometimes sweet, sometimes piercing the heart with thousands of arrows, only in this way can you be happy. Well, if it were me, I would also be willing to pawn my lifetime love in exchange for his lifetime infatuation. Because only love has no guarantee and no way to work hard. You spend everything, but he may not appreciate it. He has loved me all his life, but I will never love him again. What a hearty retribution. After reading Pawn Shop No. 8, I found that what I couldn't forget for a long time was the son of darkness - Gao Han. It's rare to see such a pure man, just like a child. Even if he is evil, he still behaves like a child, making it hard to blame. He and Ah Jing are a match made in heaven, and even their bickering is so fun. In comparison, the former pawn shop owner, Han Nuo, seemed a bit lifeless. Yes, Han Nuo is elegant, considerate, knowledgeable, and personable, just like a nobleman in the European Middle Ages, but underneath his youthful appearance like a vampire is an old heart. Ah Jing will not be happy following Han Nuo. The extremely opposite personality will eventually make Ah Jing lose her agility and vitality. Only by being with Gao Han, who smiles tenderly because a flower blooms, will Ah Jing never feel lonely and empty. Ah Jing may have forgotten that during the days when Han Nuo left, it was the day-long battle with Gao Han that made her forget all the unhappiness she had in the past. Gao Han is right. People desperately search for happiness but often forget that happiness is actually around you, as long as you are willing to lower your head and listen. The ending of the story is a happy reunion. Ah Jing finally got Han Nuo, but she didn't understand that what she lost was more precious. Watching Gao Han turn to ashes in the fire, I couldn't help but shed tears. Thinking of Gao Han's arrogant pride, his unscrupulous cruelty, his anguish of failure in fighting, his curiosity about love, and how he became humane little by little and accumulated kindness bit by bit, I suddenly felt that he had a hard life. I really hope that if he has an afterlife, I hope that he can have family, friendship, and love, these things that he has always longed for but can only have for a short time. I really want to see his smile, because it is as pure as an angel. He told people that even the son of the devil still longs for warmth. I hope that in the next life, he will no longer be cold...