Why, why me
Have I sinned against God?
To punish me like this, I cannot have true feelings;
Can't disappear forever; always betrayed by others;
Dead and alive again, alive and dead again, when will this life end!
My life has no meaning anymore, why, why not let me disappear completely?
I have been resurrected endlessly and experienced all kinds of betrayals. I am tired of this new life again and again. When will it end!
"Don't give up. As long as you don't give up, you will definitely find it. Go find it and pursue the meaning of your life! Believe me, absolutely, you will find it!"
"Who is it, who is talking? Searching, what are you looking for, tell me, who are you? Why don't you let me die, why?" It's a pity that no one is answering me...