Sometimes, my sister will be heartbroken, even so heartbroken that she is about to die, but no, my mother and sister's happiness is still in my sister, and my father's life is still in my sister. I can't be selfish and destroy other people's happiness because of my own unhappiness. Absolutely not, never destroy the happiness of my mother and sister again. My sister lives no longer for anything else, but just for the happiness of these two people. Please don't be greedy. My sister can't give you anything else. All she can give you is memories.
Early summer, if only I didn't envy your happiness then, you could stay far away from me, not sad, not hurt by me, your heart hurts, and so do I. I did it on purpose, deliberately trying to make you hurt, so that you can be like me..., Yes, at that time, how could you be so happy? It reminds me of many, many things, do you know? Your smile makes me feel so sad. Why do you have such a smile that makes me jealous? If only you had not met me, if only I had not been attracted by that beautiful lavender that summer, you would not have met me, and you would be happier. You must regret it, you will, but what should you do? I can't give you happiness anymore. I can't give you happiness anymore. What should I do? Chu Xia, what should I do?