"But when I got to you, I found that I couldn't do anything. I was so useless. I didn't dare to say anything, and even more, I didn't dare to do anything. I could only isolate my yearning for you with indifference, afraid that you would see it, afraid of your rejection..."
"I thought I could, but I really can't stand it anymore. I can't stand that I can only look at you from a distance, but can't get close to you. I can't stand that I have more greedy thoughts after the occasional sweetness... So I can only run away, stay far away from you, maybe it won't be so painful anymore..."
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