At the age of nine, Pan was still very young and ignorant. Like an ugly duckling, Pan was adopted from an orphanage and brought home by Yan's parents. But Yan never looked at him directly. On that unusual night, Yan entered his house in the dark, took off his pants, and "awoke" him from his sweet dream. Pan remembered everything, remembering Yan lying on his back and constantly hitting him, remembering the tearing pain in "that spot" on his back, remembering his warnings and threats after the incident, remembering his explanation that love between boys would not lead to pregnancy. Since then, hope has become Yan's secret means of venting his desires. It's just a tool. Yan already has the beautiful and sexy Qing in his heart. Pan, who had a low self-esteem, didn't know how to resist, or even what "resistance" was, until he met Yang at the age of thirteen, a sunny and cheerful Yang, a beautiful and gentle Yang...