If water can be recovered and the legend continues, what kind of scenery will we have today?
After his brother passed away, some people thought it was a huge windfall that Mr. Tang got a large inheritance in vain. Some people thought it was a relief that Mr. Tang no longer had to face a lover who was moody and unable to let go. Others envied Mr. Tang that it was a blessing to be able to guard his ashes as a true love...
But there are also many people who only heard the hoarse screams in the black and white words "In the stillness of the night, who can resonate with me?"
So am I.
I have always been filled with envy, jealousy, and hatred towards Mr. Tang, but I still can't help but wonder, if the flood can be recovered and the legend continues, what kind of scenery can we have today with him, as well as me and you?
The above is the feeling that I hope this article can be written, but due to the various obscurities when writing it, Ka Wen was in ecstasy. It is expected that this article will probably fall into the cliché, spill the blood, cheat YY and so on... If you can't accept it, please click the red cross in the upper right corner.
Please don't tell me that if my brother has to suffer so much in exchange for a chance to come back, you would rather he die.
To say that would be to look down on him too much.
Only those who have experienced hellish training can develop the power to create heaven. Only fingers washed with snow can play the swan song of time. This is what Rabindranath Tagore said, and my brother has done it in reality. The final outcome was all due to illness, not the original intention.
Also, the part about depression I didn't write realistically. Because depression is a mental illness that may cause more than 20% of people to commit suicide irrationally even though they appear to be rational. Unless you are lucky enough to get to that point and survive and be cured, it is difficult to understand the feeling. As for all the speculations about my brother's suicide, whether it is the theory of change of heart, the theory of being too involved in drama, the theory of being afraid of old age, the theory of career setback, the theory of being tortured by illness, the theory of not wanting to drag down his lover, or the theory of being unable to bear the impact of depression on his self-confidence and pride, I think they are not true, because after getting rid of the control of the disease , Most people who have committed suicide cannot tell why they committed suicide at that time. Even if you tell him the original reason, he will find it incredible: "Impossible, how could I commit suicide for such a reason!"... It is a very strange phenomenon, it seems to be a completely unconscious behavior that seems to be rational. And I can't describe it to others. I can only briefly describe it as a kind of phantom pain caused by the upper nerves. But it needs to be explained: the description in my article is not true, it is just a fiction. I didn't explain it in the short version because I didn't think it was necessary, but in the long version I was afraid that some people would take this seriously and mistakenly think that my brother left because he couldn't bear the pain... That would be really looking down on my brother, so I spent a long paragraph here to explain: This is not actually the case. Even if the suicide note circulated on the Internet mentioned the unbearable pain, I don't think it is true. There should be only one suicide note from my brother, which was entrusted to a lawyer a long time ago, and we have no chance to see it; what is on the Internet is just media hype... To say the least, even if the suicide note circulated on the Internet is true, being unable to endure the pain is not the reason why my brother passed away.
He was such a strong person, how could he be willing to deny his once strong life just because of his temporary willfulness due to illness?
This article has completed the third volume, and is temporarily labeled as finished. Maybe there will be a fourth volume, maybe not. Mo doesn't know now.
Mo's current direction in writing articles is no longer as it was originally, just to build a happy dream about his brother... The financial pressure is too great, and recently he writes articles about expecting profits and wanting to open a V; but no matter how great the financial pressure is, Mo is not willing to use his brother to make money... Therefore, his brother's name will not be mentioned in such articles. At most, it is just a character that Mo likes very much and feels that he has the shadow of his brother.
Hope everyone understands.
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The so-called real great master means that even if he is unlucky enough to become a brother, he is also a master; the so-called real master means that even if he is reduced to a farmer, he still has great bearing.
It is said that attacking a man is cold writing, but Mo couldn't help but want to write about the male god in his heart. He is not stable and perfect, but he can stick to his bottom line and be a real person, and he can also find his own way in adversity.
In the early stage, there was a lack of respect for family life in a farm family, but the male god would not stick to being a member of the family; later on, there was a strong counterattack by the elder brother Cheng Gong, the farmer's Jinshi, and all kinds of slaps in the face...
Mo Zhiyi's long-winded and procrastinating problem with inspiration has been greatly changed. The sisters in the author group also said that it is not bad, but the setting is too cold...
I hope some friends will support this cold article~~~~(>_
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