"One of the Illusion Series - Willfulness" (2007-6-30)
Waiting for Kanda who has not returned at midnight, the young man lies on the table in the cafeteria, drifting off to sleep with random thoughts. But Kanda, who was still on his way back, gave Allen a rare phone call. When he was half asleep and half awake, he received a call from his lover. The boy thought it was a remnant dream born from reverie in the early morning, and then fell asleep again. As morning approached, they met in the corridor of the cafeteria──
One party waited impatiently, a rare phone call, and due to each other's willfulness, the two's longing turned into a bond, and finally a hug ended everything.
"Illusion Series 2 - Illusion" (2007-10-4)
In the early morning, because he was worried about disturbing the sleeping Kanda, the young man thoughtfully did not knock on the door to say good morning. The meeting in the cafeteria made Allen panic, and the man ignored the boy because of his unknowing behavior. After struggling for a moment, Kanda just walked away indifferently, the emotion in his eyes frozen like winter. When he returned the next morning, he returned to the bedroom covered in dust, helplessly saw the young man waiting stubbornly, and finally softened and fell asleep together.
Different from that day, but the same as before. It turns out that I just want to see your unchanging and profound smile, and then say good morning to me, with the freshness of the early morning rushing towards my face. And he accepted it silently, knowing in his heart that love turned out to be an illusion.
"Third of the Illusion Series - Here and There" (2007-10-13)
After experiencing another desperate sacrifice, Allen fell into an infinite dream after being injured. In the dream, he was repeatedly entangled with sorrow and loneliness, and he was finally awakened by Kanda. After a period of silence, the two people - the child who knew his mistake and the young man who had no choice but to do anything about it - stood speechless to each other. We are in a situation where everyone is stuck in their own corner and unable to take a step forward.
The final apology only made us deeply aware of our differences, but the body temperature from the palms of our hands made us feel the coexistence of life. Shedding tears tenderly, in fact, living is the most beautiful answer.
"The fourth article in the Illusion series──BLUES" (2007-10-28)
During a mission, Allen, who was immersed in the blue sky, was attracted by Kanda's unconscious look at each other. The cruelty of the battle cannot separate these subtle emotional fluctuations, they exist in the air, in the blues dream. The two teamed up with a tacit understanding to complete the task. Here, the boy felt aloof from each other, just like I will leave you at any time, and so will you. He knew the irrefutable randomness of fate.
Under the beautiful sky, the young man just caught the boy's emotional changes in a daze. The two of us looked at each other like some kind of reincarnation, like a blue aria, inseparable until forever.
"Fifth of the Illusion Series──CAT" (2008-6-14)
"Youth is a cat," the young man thought without fail, especially towards that little him. As that wonderful and unique creature passed in front of Allen, he felt his pride. Komuyi's mistake only changed the opponent's appearance, but the essence remained the same. Savoring Japanese afternoon tea and feeling the thin presence on his knees, the British gentleman boy rarely smiled.
Cat, I'm just telling you, please don't leave, but that's an inner confession that no one can see.
"Sixth Article in the Illusion Series - Medicine" (2009-2-28)
The bitter medicine filled Kanda's heart, and he ignored his weakness, burying it and covering it. The young man's tenderness made him embarrassed, and he clearly didn't want to admit it in front of anyone. As if he was infuriated, he drank in the suffering and suppressed it, hoping that you would leave quickly. But the boy's sugary kiss saved you, just as he silently bore your suffering.
The white flower continues to be full of vitality. As long as it is given the appropriate nutrients, it will remain strong.
"Seventh of the Illusion Series - Sunny Day" (2010-4-3)
Kanda's past was revealed, and the boy around him seemed to have traveled through time, and his childhood memories were recalled. The white-haired boy who devoured the weird food actually had the same preferences as that person.
The deceased has passed away, only the memory is like a polished stone, stubbornly existing, giving people a touch of sadness.