I can't say why, I just feel countless emotions tumbling in my mind. Those disobedient pieces are clamoring and tugging, hoping to be put back together again, like scattered puzzle pieces, trying their best to return to their true self.
This can't be blamed on her. She once deliberately forgot for a memory that hurt her deeply but was also very beautiful.
Wandering on the edge of sobriety and intoxication, gradually falling asleep with an unknown contradiction, falling into a blur.
Like him, disappearing like paper flowers in the gorgeous and blurred rain and mist of time.
So, she finally decided to end this long period of self-torture and freeze these memories in the shortest possible time. Although her writing style is not that flattering, it doesn't matter. It's enough for her to read it alone and recall it slowly.
Conception: