Have you ever loved someone to the point of suffocation?
It feels like falling suddenly from a high altitude
I'm addicted to your falsehood and can't extricate myself
Even hurt makes me addicted
Because love and lies are symbiotic
Just stand aside and watch me struggle in pain
I love you even for your lies.
I have lived two lives in this life.
In my first life, I was an orphan whose parents both died. The boy I grew up with stayed with me for 6 years. I was drunk on him all night, but he never knew that I loved him.
In the second life, I was still an orphan with both parents dead. I didn't love the man who loved me, and he died at the hands of others for me.
The man I love doesn't love me. He took advantage of me for 8 years. He hated me in the first half of my life, and I hated him in the second half of my life.
I have been a human being for two lifetimes, but I have been disappointed in both lifetimes.
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