The quiet terror on the windy and snowy night seemed to foretell the future of this young man. The pale blue eyes were filled with infinite sadness. He looked at the world peacefully, turned around, and shouted with his thin body: "I would rather bear the world than let the world betray me!!" "Everyone in the world can betray me, but you can't!" "Yes, my load." A calm but distant ethereal answer in the darkness.