She wandered around two men in her life, ambiguously.
Xuan, who originally thought she would never betray her in her life, could not help but have strong thoughts in her heart. She fell in love with him, just because Xuan didn't care, just because he threw her to someone else, just because he was not by her side when she needed him most. Instead, another man accompanied her through the cold night, quietly listening to her talk.
In fact, a woman does not need to be a king, she only needs a man to devote his whole life to her.