Origin
"Destiny cannot be determined by humans; history cannot be determined by God!"
The man in the dream not only said this sentence, but I forgot all the rest.
I just remember at the beginning, I said:
"What is the truth of history?!"
She said:
"Only Heaven is supreme in this world. You can ask Heaven."
I said:
"What's the use of asking the sky? Be it gods or Buddhas, the ruler of heaven often looks down upon human beings and disdains to differentiate with them. When your questions come to heaven, it becomes a 'secular pursuit of fame and wealth.' Heaven is too great and too vast, so it is not a good place to ask questions!"
She said:
"Since you don't believe in heaven, there must be people in the world who you believe in, right?"
I said:
"I believe in myself."
She said:
"Yes. Then why can't you ask yourself, whether you believe in history, and what are you really chasing?"
I said:
"I want the truth."
She said:
"Ask your heart! The truth is hidden in your heart! Destiny cannot be determined by humans; history cannot be determined by God!"
I woke up with a start.
Still in a dream.
Is this a dream? Why is it so true? The smile of the goddess in the dream seems to be still vivid in my mind.
I am surprised that I have such courage, even though I have always believed that history is unreliable.
History? Go to hell! Those victors use their own will to control what they write. No matter how beautiful the words are, the essence is still dirty. I hope the goddess can hear my prayer and take me into the long river of history to explore the real "history". If she can't hear it, just like just now, she can entrust me with a dream or allow me to make up a sentence or two in the name of God. Although it is not true, it still fulfills my wish. A false name that is not praised by the world, just to satisfy one's own heart. This is the origin of this book.