Then I dreamed of you again. I dreamed that there was a new him beside me. He was not like you and would never be you. And you appeared at this time. I found that you always appeared when I felt a little calm in my heart. I was defeated by you unprepared countless times and was defeated. In the dream, you disturbed my world in an irregular and effective manner, as if all the disasters I had avoided in several lifetimes were weighing on you. After waking up from the dream, I understood that no matter where the sky is, where you are, I don't see you, and my heart doesn't hurt.
I fell in love with you many years ago, and I met you many years later, later.