I never feel how lucky I am to be in this world;
I never feel that I will leave any nostalgia behind when I leave;
Even so, God made a mistake in allowing me to meet him.
If possible, I would rather never have met him.
But after meeting him, even if I had a choice, I might choose to meet him again without hesitation.
Even if what you are left with is bloody pain...
——Qingfengyan