"I" am a very ordinary person, well-behaved, careful and meticulous in doing things. I never thought that I would be favored by others, especially those of the same gender as myself. But for myself, who believed that she would be single all her life, she was moved by the warmth he showed her. How should "I" break through the shackles of morality to respond to his love and care for me. . . . . .