Introduction
Living in a world of one person, she independently bears everything, pain, sadness, and longing. She never hopes for happiness, nor does she pursue happiness, because she knows that the distance between happiness and herself seems to be like two parallel lines that can never intersect. She tried hard and struggled, but she gave up, because why? So tired, so tired that my tears have dried up, so tired that my heart is broken, so tired that I have lost all faith. Being a lonely person is actually not that bad. At least, your emotions will not be affected by anyone, and you will not hurt anyone. Isn't this a gratifying thing? Throw away everything you own and put yourself out of it, this is the best thing!
When you meet him, pretend not to see him, pretend you have nothing to do with him, pretend you don't care about his glance or smile. It's just like a little girl's dream. I don't face it, do what I should do, and let time dilute everything. Everything is just a dream to me. Let it pass as it should. Don't be like your past self, unwilling to wake up. I don't know how long I can last like this, just wait until he leaves. Everything is inevitable. There is no chance in the world. Our meeting is inevitable, and missing it is just inevitable... The only thing I can't let go of is the promise. Since I have promised, I will stick to it to the end, but I will never make any promises to anyone again.