Why? Why does it feel like my world is in darkness? I long for sunshine so much, but I am stuck in the quagmire and unable to get up. I really want to be redeemed, I really want to sell my soul, no matter what if it is the devil, I just want to be happy, please accept my soul, I don't want to be abandoned again, I don't want to be used again, cowardly, I choose to forget, forget my innocence with evil, bury my soul with ugliness. Perish, perish, today you are my salvation, today I will make a life-long contract with you, I will sacrifice my soul in exchange for no desires, no demands, no love, no hate.