Maybe such longing is filled with sadness
But as long as you once had that ray, for me...
Even when the flowers fall, they will still be extremely beautiful.
I want to forget you for now
But I found that every waking corner was occupied by you.
You invaded my life, like a lotus, intoxicated on the lake...
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I - inherited my father's beauty and learned my mother's knowledge.
Case after case, death, corpses, and peeling off cocoons have made me obsessed with them again and again for many years.
It also made me look at the degradation of humanity in this world, the ugliness of character, and the evil of psychology again and again.
My mother said: This world is never perfect, but we have to be clear about it, and that is enough.