It's obviously dispensable, why do we have to remember it.
If I die, you will be with Qiming, because besides me, only you are worthy of him. The next thing is, besides me, you are the only one who loves him so much.
You are the only ray of sunshine in my life, so I must guard you, protect you, and not allow you to leave or disappear. Whether you are domineering or willful, from now on, you are mine, only mine.
It doesn't matter if I'm being used, I'm willing to do it, you don't have to blame yourself.
This is a complicated story that shouldn't be.
Maybe something was wrong, but I won't regret it.