Shi Yan slept until midnight when he suddenly felt something was wrong. He reached out and touched the other side of the bed. He felt something cold and woke up suddenly.
Lin Haoran's voice came from the balcony. It was very quiet, but Shi Yan still heard his words.
"Be good, don't be afraid, eh, I understand. You have to sleep well, do you hear me? Otherwise, you will have dark circles tomorrow, eh, okay, I understand, sleep well, um, um, ok, I will go back tomorrow. You have to be good, you know? Go to bed quickly, um, I will go back at dawn, um, I will tell you a story, so you won't have nightmares. In the past -"
Shi Yan listened to him talking gently to others, and tears flowed down involuntarily.
After a long time, Lin Haoran came back quietly, glanced at Shi Yan, lifted the quilt, lay down, and gently held Shi Yan in his arms. After a while, he fell asleep.
After making sure that he would not wake up again, Shi Yan opened his eyes and looked at Lin Haoran in confusion. Tears flowed down again. He did not even tell him a story.
Sure enough, these past few days have been so comfortable that he has forgotten that he has someone else——
Didn't you already tell yourself not to care? Why are the tears still flowing down? All that came to mind were the scenes of them being together in the past. In the park when they were children, he hugged her and wouldn't let anyone get close. When they met again, he turned his head away in disgust. At that time, my heart ached, and I was afraid that he would ignore me. Fortunately, he still liked me in the end.
Although he is always clumsy, making himself angry, and fooling himself to make himself happy——
But he was still abandoned——
At that time, I really thought about whether I should continue to live a life without him, and whether I could endure the days when he was with others.
So when he found his next girlfriend, he was really desperate, afraid that he would meet a girl who couldn't live without him and who he couldn't live without.
Looking at the small spot in the test tube, tears flowed down. From now on, as long as he stays with me, only he and she depend on each other. Baby, don't abandon daddy, okay? Dad only has you——
Every day, I squat in front of the sterile laboratory and watch the baby grow up from little bean sprouts little by little, and my heart becomes alive little by little.
It was dawn and the pillow was soaked. Looking at the person next to me, my heart twitched again. He was so tall and handsome, and I couldn't help but be obsessed with him. Forcing himself to look away, he gently took the hand on his waist, tucked in the quilt, and walked out.
After breakfast, Shi Yan sat on the sofa and watched TV. Lin Haoran beside him was hesitant to speak. Hesitantly.
"Wife."
"Yeah."
"Wife."
"Yeah!"
"Honey, I want to go home, you-"
"Okay!" Shi Yan still didn't look back at him.
"Wow, that's great." Lin Haoran jumped up. "Well, wife, I'm leaving first, you have to be good." After saying that, he kissed Shi Yan on the face and walked out happily.
Shi Yan stared at the TV without moving, holding the remote control tightly with both hands. Tears rolled down her cheeks and drowned on the sofa. What he said was, go home. This place is not his home.
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