I want to tell you a story, a story about my past. Do you know why I am so afraid of love? Because I don't trust it. Without trust, what can I try? I hate things that are not under my control. I want continuous success and always be a person who stands tall. In the ancient times, this should be what men should do. I have not given up my faith. I think, because there are always people chasing behind me, I have always done well, very strong, and very capable, and everyone keeps praising me and praising me. Suddenly, I am afraid, what should I do if I fail to accomplish what they expect one day, and what should I do and follow. In fact, I am scared, because I know that I am actually a very weak and weak person."