My first love was very weak and painful.
My first love has no beginning, let alone an end.
I have always longed for love as sweet as a girl, sweet but dry, even if it is poppy, I have no regrets.
But I know very well that as a boy, it is impossible for me to get love from the same sex. I can only watch the person I love falling in love and getting married with other girls until they grow old together.