I once asked Fang Wenzhao why he was willing to marry me. He replied that it was his blessing that I could marry him, so even if I was unable to have children and even if our child was adopted, he would still be willing to live with me for the rest of his life. Later, I asked Qin Xu the same question. He lay on top of me, as if he was thinking. After asking for a long kiss, he said slowly, because I am the most suitable.
Many years later, when I thought back to these two indispensable men in my life, I realized that the biggest difference between loving and being loved. Just like smiling and crying, happiness and sadness, they are also on the other side of two extremes. I just feel worthless for myself because Qin Xu is already a heartless man.
My love has nothing to do with romance, but it is difficult to move forward...