I dismissed this thought as normal. I feel normal day by day, and I feel normal when I think about it. Blur is also normal. Indirectly caused! Is that normal? The past is the past. Have you given it to others when you asked others to give it to you? Complain? No! Is it your own willingness and reward for what you give? No! Whether to repay it or not is someone else's business. Is it worth it? That's what I define.
It's actually very simple, but I think it's complicated. The more you care, the more you will complain. The more you will complain, the more dissatisfied you will be. .
Have you ever thought about me?